This is a song that i (aaron) wrote. The first song ever...wow...it was written about my girlfriend (now ex). Anyway, its about the feelings you have when you like a girl but you don't know just how to tell her...pretty cookie cutter.

PS: yeah i know this song used to be like twice as long...but in the recording it sounded better shorter...plus it like cuts everything happy about it out...lol. Regardless...it was done unintentionally (believe it if you want...or don't...i don't care) but just because of time. Recorded originally, the song was about 5 minutes long...and thats just too long..so we cut it down...enjoy...haha...rite:



Lose It All

You told me,
You just wanna be friends,
You scold me,
'Just wanna make amends,

You laughed at,
All those things that I said,
Your praises,
Are goin straight to my head,

(Refrain)

I can't explain, what I'm feelin' right now,
I just want to tell you, but I'm just not sure how,
I can't refrain, from just wanting to bawl,
I fear if I tell you then I'll lose it all...

You told me,
That you liked HIM more,
That you didn't need me,
You showed me the door,

I feel it all,
Spinning out of control,
Me keeping it from you.
Is burning my soul.

I can't explain, what im' feelin' right now,
I just want to tell you, but I'm just not sure how,
I can't refrain, from just wanting to bawl,
I fear if I tell you then I'll lose it all...


(Instrumental stuff)

*Revised...

This is a song. it's about a guy who has cancer just so you know.

~Aaron


No End

I see it in, your piercing eyes,
Im not good enough for you,
You look down upon
Want to know, if Ill pull through,

And you used to say that things are fine,
And it was only one more time,
I wish all this pain was just pretend,
But this fatal monster has no end!

I see it in, the coming sun,
Im not meant to walk this earth,
Tell me story, of happy days,
Of days of long and endless mirth,

And you used to say that things are fine,
And it was only one more time,
I wish all this pain was just pretend,
This fatal monster has no end!

Somethings missing in this life,
Just wanna be a normal guy,
But thats not part of Gods great Plan,
But please o Lord, dont let me die.

Dont let me die!
(Repeat, plus instrumental stuff)

(Slower)

I wanna see you one last day,
Right before I go away,

And you used to say that things are fine,
And it was only one more time,
I wish all this pain was just pretend,
This fatal monster has no end!

This fatal monster has no end!
This fatal monster has no end!



Hey, this is aaron, um...yeah i like literally wrote this song in like 10 minutes...its a rough draft. its basically just a buncha thoughts..but thats what songs r rite? rite. So...almost everyone knows what this song is about...and if u dont...just read it and u'll probably get a pretty good idea, so..yeah enjoy...i certainly didn't. Btw...all the words in paranthasis are back up singing...they come a wee bit after the line above them...

~aaron


"Generic Girl Song"

I won't waste,
Any time,
Dwelling on the past,
It's dead and gone

You aren't coming back,
You died your hair black,
It feels like I don't know you
Anymore...

And I don't!
(I don't)
Want this!
(Want this)
To be, the last
Holiday!

I'll wait!
(I'll wait!)
For you!
(For you!)
Until, yesterday!

The memories,
Turn to ash,
All the pictures,
Go in the trash,

Sitting here,
Thinking of you,
The things I never said,
But I wanted to...

And I don't!
(I don't)
Want this!
(Want this)
To be, the last
Holiday!

I'll wait!
(I'll wait!)
For you!
(For you!)
Until, yesterday!

(Vocal Bridge)


Whoa...
You drift...far away
Whoa...
I want...you to stay

(Instrumental Bridge)

The tears flow fast,
They taste of regret,
But I guess is as bad,
As it's gonna get...


And I don't!
(I don't)
Want this!
(Want this)
To be, the last
Holiday!

I'll wait!
(I'll wait!)
For you!
(For you!)
Until, yesterday!

And I don't!
(I don't)
Want this!
(Want this)
To be, the last
Holiday!

I'll wait!
(I'll wait!)
For you!
(For you!)
Until, yesterday!



hey all, aaron again...this is a song thats been brewing for a loongg time...just finally finished it now, well, kinda finished it...but this is basically it...so here ya go...kinda self-explainitory.

Organized Chaos

What the heck,
Is wrong with him?
Why can't he be,
Just like them?

Just sit and stare,
Deep in prayer,
Looking at,
The star he wears,

And sometimes I just wanna get away...

And what did I do wrong in their eyes?
Turn their back to things they despise,
Pulling me towards what they call right,
Thank you miss but I'll be alright,

They hunt me down,
I turn around,
They ask me if,
I wanna go to Hell,

Of course I don't,
I calmly sighed,
Well they said,
Come on over to our side,

And sometimes I just wanna get away...

And what did I do wrong in their eyes?
Turn their back to things they despise,
Pulling me towards what they call right,
Thank you miss but I'll be alright,

And why do people preach what their told?
Respect others and beliefs they hold,
Stop the hate and the judging they do,
We'll be there to help you through.

Why? (do you hate me for this?)
Why? (can't you see it my way)
Why? (don't you stop the hatred?)
Why? (can't we all just get along?)
Why?

Hey guys! Its been a while, i know...and frankly we've made a lot of parts of songs...but never a complete song. Anyway, I (aaron) wrote this song in a very different mood and style as anything else. It was all inspired by my new favorite band The Weakerthans. Anyway, it has a different rhyme scheme, and there isn't a chorus, its just 32 lines of poetry. Its about a guy who is in love with a girl and she is comming to visit him from far away. However, something happens...and they never do get to meet...you'll have to see for yourself!! haha

Sirens in the Darkness

I'll see you soon she whispered through the phone,

Smiling faintly to the sound of the dial tone,

I want this night ours to be perfect,

Wanna reach down for that feeling and unearth it,

Two o'clock dismissal from the rat race,

Gonna catch a taxi down to my place,

 Sit back and reminisce for a long while,

About when you put your hand on mine and smiled,

The moment when I reached over and kissed you,

Since that day and everyday I've missed you,

To hold you in my arms just once more,

Is a waking dream I've dreamt about before,

Just the feel of your soft skin to mine,

Is something I would think to be divine,

Our favorite record spins around and round,

It fills the house with melodies profound,

But darkness comes too early in this time zone,

Its nine o'clock and sitting here alone,

Maybe your railroad just got delayed,

Please don't keep me waiting another decade,

I our love is like something out of Westside,

I'm suddenly distracted by a light outside,

Walk over to the window to see what I can see,

Fire fighters round about picking up debris,

They hoist the car up from its flipped position,

And a body is pulled out by a physician,

The EMT's have accounted for both the drivers,

It's clear that there were not any survivors,

Underneath that sheet a blood covered sleeve,

Of the blouse I gave you New Year's Eve,

The needle makes a scratch on the hard wood,

I don't want this goodbye to for good...

ITS HERE!!! the first ever protest song of SEOR: enjoy...lyrics by ME! :-D

~Aaron

yo..this is Aaron. This is a song that I wrote during Mid-terms...which should tell ya something consitering finals just ended. Oh well, anyways, yeah we've been workin on parts for this song and I like the way it is sounding.

Echelon

Ten hours till sunrise,

Mouth hung adjar,

Radio from base camp,

Targets not far,

ahead...

Missles in place,

All bombs locked down,

Tiny voice in-side him,

Saying your just a pawn,

in this...

 (chorus)

In one command...(in one command)

The innocence is shattered (the innocence is shattered)

The ever-lasting instant,

Where nothing else mattered...

Mission complete,

Fires burn blue,

Come about and head home, there'll be

 medals for you

tonite...

Small blip on radar,

Engines on high,

Looks at her picture,

Trying not to cry

 (chorus)

(bridge)

Down (to earth they fall)

Down (to earth they fall)

Down (Flames at their rear)

Down (Drips a lone tear)

Six seconds to impact,

death hears its que,

hands touch her picture, saying

I will love you

forever...

hello friends, this is Aaron. I wrote this song not too long ago...it is probably the song with the most similiarities to my emotions and how i feel about things...with maybe the exception of lia..but those feelings aren't around anymore...yeah anyway. enjoy...haha...right.

Memento Mori

Driver's window, is quite confusing,

A glimpse into another life, of people next to you,

Heads bobbing to inaudible melodies,

and Garrison telling mindless jokes,

put on your mask, hide away your fright,

dose off to the beat of a turning light,

brilliant ideas passing,

people and ideals massing,

And what if I don't come home tonight?

Floor it all the way to California,

And if I break down...I'll be standing there,

with a sign that reads: “anywhere”...

Refracted light, shines apon the highway wall,

Making shadows of memories to fall,

Stars above me, shine to no one's end,

Beyond this world, they will transcend...

Slowly tightening the grip on the seat,

Trying desperatly to make ends meet,

And everybody dies someday...

And I am stuck in shades of gray...

And what if I don't come home tonight?

Floor it all the way to Santa Barbra,

And if I break down...I'll be standing there,

with a sign that reads: “anywhere”...

What if I don't come home?

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